{"id":4979,"date":"2011-05-24T21:29:11","date_gmt":"2011-05-25T04:29:11","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/alannarisse.com\/blog\/?p=4979"},"modified":"2011-05-24T21:29:11","modified_gmt":"2011-05-25T04:29:11","slug":"watching-the-deadlines-roll-by","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.alannarisse.com\/blog\/watching-the-deadlines-roll-by\/","title":{"rendered":"Watching the Deadlines roll by"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>What can I say, I&#8217;m bummed out. The New American Paintings deadline is approaching and yet again, I have not enough work to submit for it. Ugg, I actually don&#8217;t want to talk about it now that I&#8217;m here in front of my computer. I thought I did. I&#8217;m going to look at my New Elements in Abstract Painting book and I&#8217;m going to look at my circuitry book I found at a thirft shop. And I&#8217;m going to focus my thoughts on positive, not negative. Because here&#8217;s where I am. I have a beautiful, amazing 9 month old daughter who doesn&#8217;t sleep very much and who takes a lot of work. And I&#8217;m very lucky to get this time with her. I don&#8217;t have to work and leave her in day care. She wears me out by the end of the day I&#8217;m exhausted and then she&#8217;s up all through the night. I can&#8217;t be too hard on myself. The way things are right now is a totally temporary state of being, a year from now things will be vastly different. It is what it is. I love my daughter. I want to make work so bad but she&#8217;s the priority right now. Things could be very different a month from now, who knows. Each week seems so vastly different than the one before it. It&#8217;s a roller coaster for sure.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>What can I say, I&#8217;m bummed out. The New American Paintings deadline is approaching and yet again, I have not enough work to submit for it. Ugg, I actually don&#8217;t want to talk about it now that I&#8217;m here in front of my computer. I thought I did. I&#8217;m going to look at my New [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-4979","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.alannarisse.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4979","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.alannarisse.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.alannarisse.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.alannarisse.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.alannarisse.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=4979"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.alannarisse.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4979\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":4980,"href":"https:\/\/www.alannarisse.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4979\/revisions\/4980"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.alannarisse.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=4979"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.alannarisse.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=4979"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.alannarisse.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=4979"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}