{"id":6169,"date":"2013-02-18T16:58:00","date_gmt":"2013-02-18T23:58:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/alannarisse.com\/blog\/?p=6169"},"modified":"2013-02-18T16:58:00","modified_gmt":"2013-02-18T23:58:00","slug":"nervous-nervous-nervous-nervous","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.alannarisse.com\/blog\/nervous-nervous-nervous-nervous\/","title":{"rendered":"Nervous Nervous Nervous Nervous"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I had my second and probably final grad school interview today. I wished I had been as calm and collected on Friday as I was today but I can&#8217;t take that back. I did ok Friday, but I was so nervous, I think my fingernails were sweating. I think maybe the only time I&#8217;ve been more nervous was for a tap dance recital I had when I was 6. Yep, it really was that bad. I just hope I didn&#8217;t completely blow it. <\/p>\n<p>I know where I want to go now. The choice is so very clear in my mind now, which isn&#8217;t helping my nerves one bit. It&#8217;s out of my hands now, I just have to wait. I go back to feeling like I&#8217;m going to throw up every time the mail is delivered.<\/p>\n<p>I think the only thing to do is distract myself with really amazing music videos. How&#8217;s this one:<\/p>\n<p><iframe loading=\"lazy\" width=\"560\" height=\"315\" src=\"http:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/q2k5EfLPB3A\" frameborder=\"0\" allowfullscreen><\/iframe><\/p>\n<p>Maybe I should bring indiegeek back from the dead. Or maybe I should just focus on <a href=\"http:\/\/interwoven-class.blogspot.com\/\">my class<\/a> and stop getting distracted.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I had my second and probably final grad school interview today. I wished I had been as calm and collected on Friday as I was today but I can&#8217;t take that back. I did ok Friday, but I was so nervous, I think my fingernails were sweating. I think maybe the only time I&#8217;ve been [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-6169","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.alannarisse.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6169","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.alannarisse.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.alannarisse.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.alannarisse.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.alannarisse.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=6169"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.alannarisse.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6169\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":6170,"href":"https:\/\/www.alannarisse.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6169\/revisions\/6170"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.alannarisse.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=6169"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.alannarisse.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=6169"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.alannarisse.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=6169"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}