{"id":7300,"date":"2015-10-22T15:03:49","date_gmt":"2015-10-22T22:03:49","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/alannarisse.com\/blog\/?p=7300"},"modified":"2015-11-11T17:16:22","modified_gmt":"2015-11-12T00:16:22","slug":"limbo","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.alannarisse.com\/blog\/limbo\/","title":{"rendered":"Limbo"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I seem to be in some sort of hellish post MFA limbo. I feel like I am always waiting and yet I still feel like my time is generally chopped up into tiny useless segments. I have this residency, two days in a row on the weekends and a full day on Tuesdays. So much time to do whatever I want and I don&#8217;t know what to do. I can&#8217;t even do &#8220;nothing&#8221; because I don&#8217;t know how. So I throw myself in a million directions. I started doing the &#8220;busy idleness&#8221; drawings I used to do when I first got out of undergrad and had a job that requires me to hurry up and wait all the time. They feel like their own form of torture when I&#8217;m making them. I feel like they are some sort of flagellation or something. I&#8217;m trying to calm down, be healthier, find something to focus on. It all seems pointless and meaningless.<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/alannarisse.com\/blog\/limbo\/fullsizerender\/#main\" rel=\"attachment wp-att-7311\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone wp-image-7311 size-large\" src=\"http:\/\/alannarisse.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/FullSizeRender-709x500.jpg\" alt=\"FullSizeRender\" width=\"660\" height=\"465\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I seem to be in some sort of hellish post MFA limbo. I feel like I am always waiting and yet I still feel like my time is generally chopped up into tiny useless segments. I have this residency, two days in a row on the weekends and a full day on Tuesdays. So much [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-7300","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.alannarisse.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7300","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.alannarisse.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.alannarisse.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.alannarisse.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.alannarisse.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=7300"}],"version-history":[{"count":5,"href":"https:\/\/www.alannarisse.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7300\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":7315,"href":"https:\/\/www.alannarisse.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7300\/revisions\/7315"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.alannarisse.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=7300"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.alannarisse.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=7300"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.alannarisse.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=7300"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}