I had my first mammogram last week. They warned me this was common, and not to panic, but they found something in the mammogram and they needed to take a closer look. I needed to come in for another mammogram, a ct scan and possibly an ultrasound. Let me tell you, I was scared. I tried not to be, I know that getting called back after a first mammogram is nothing to be alarmed at, but it doesn’t matter, it’s alarming. I thought I was brave but I just crumbled into a million pieces today and had to have Tom come with me to keep me distracted. It worked, I stayed calm with him near me. The second set of images were all clear. I’m fine, no lumps or bumps.
I love my husband, I love my baby, I even love my barky dog. I’m feeling very lucky today.
Anyway, it’s done, and it caused me just enough stress to feel completely exhausted today. Maybe Juni will let me snooze for a couple minutes on the couch. Probably not but I think I must try.