ok, you asked for it. My birthday is september 16th and here’s my wish list.
tamborine
book: a year in a vegetarian kitchen by jack bishop
a weekend in boulder creek/ben lomand and dinner at the bavarian place
iTune certificate
cds and records
books on Cephelopods or the black plague
lyposuction (just kidding.. sort of)
I went over to cca this afternoon to attend a computer lab orientation, only to find that they were full. So I saw some signs that said student Id. I went and got one. It was only after I was on my way back home that I noticed, even if I got into the computer lab thingy, I would have needed the Id first anyway. Orientation week so far has been just as disorganized as I suspected it would be. And very surreal too.
I feel so strange this week. I feel existencial… It probably doesn’t help I’m listening to nada surf and living in headphone land. I guess maybe I’m a little depressed? Anxious? Tired? I suppose you could just plain call it a funk. I’m in a deep funk. Maybe its just hormones. I’m finally getting myself to the studio tonight. Maybe that’ll help. Maybe I just have to ride it out.
I feel off the map and off the menu.