I have been at my contract for 3.5 months and have not had my own account logins to vital parts of my job, I have been mascarading as other people. Today I got an email that someone requested an account for me. This tickled me as I have only a couple weeks left here. Here…

I had a dream that I was on the jersey shore somewhere, there started to be huge waves. I knew that disaster was on it’s way. All the houses on the beach were made of old, rotten wood and were on stilts. The waves were getting bigger and bigger. They shook the houses so much…

I keep posting things and then unposting them. I found out today that my friend’s wife died. She’s been battling cancer for about a year and a half. I don’t know what to say. It’s just too sad to bare.

Hi, will you do me a huge favor? Please ask Netflix to carry the movie: “The Devil and Daniel Johnston” and help out an independant film. They don’t carry it, and they should, becasue it’s really great. Thank you.

Exciting craft flea market! I can’t do it this month but I’m hopinh I can next month. Sadly, I can’t even go to this one. I have class every Saturday in March. Sparkanzoo’s Flea Market

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well, it’s another wonderfully frustrating day on the job. This morning my computer was locked. My windows account has expired and no one seems to be around to help me get it back. It’s sort of ok though because several weeks ago, after about a week of trying to get admin privillages to my own…

I have so many paintings forming in my head and no time to paint them. I feel like I’m going to burst. Still, I’ll be able to start another one outside of the class assignment on Tuesday since it’ll take the class a while to get organized. You know what’s cool? 1970’s suburbs, cows and…

I am trying to get all my homework done this weekend so that I can hang out with Oona on Wednesday. It’s her 5th birthday. I gotta get her some presents. Damn, what to get her. If you were 5 and you really liked pink, what would you want? I am almost done with my…

I can’t seem to get motivated to get any work done today. I slept in until 11:30. We had a pretty late night. We saw Nada Surf at the Great American Music Hall. They were once again, great. We had sushi and many beers throughout the night. Tom’s not feeling very good today. I switched…

my heart beats for you… and also to carry blood to all the parts of my body, unhealthy but mostly it beats for you.

These three things are more important than you’d think.

I did a little experimenting today. I might like this painting just the way it is. –alanna

After pouring through my Frank Lobdell book, I was having this very vivid dream tuesday night about the inner workings of machines and electronics and how I may have found my calling as an artist, to investigate the insides of things. I opened up this large machine and inside were pipes and knobs and switches…

Not much to say. I’m happy its thursday. Its a busy day today. I have work and two classes. See ya later! –alanna